Just an update. Finishing my previous post, I dozed off into a slumber and woke up very late for the meeting. SK texted me to ask if I'm still coming, and of course I did, but in a cab. I'm starting to live a regular cab's life, I think. But then again, it was uncalled for, because the kids [small adults] were playing some games and greeted my arrival with the 'shit' clap. Games were played and lunch was taken. Together. We then splited into groups to do door-to-door publicity before ending late at the CC to finish up our ka-zhua mascot. The day was ended at the prata place I was at a night earlier, but this time with SK. She's the nice nice kinda person that you enjoy company with, and sometimes wish you were this nice. It was then IIC meeting where I am supposed to choose my 'successor' and very soon later, I decided to give up the VC of the FOC committee as well. I gathered that it was very unfair to the rest who wanted it more than me and by backing out of my promise that I will not go for INSTEP, I was actually playing bastard. It didn't occur to me before then because I have this 'fuck-care' attitude that I wish I hadn't. Hmn. And then I sent off another lame sms crap of mine, hopefully to spark off a phonecall between me and her. On hindsight, I looked stupid and desperate-tilted. It worked nonetheless, so I'm not complaining. We are going out again. [smiles]