The truth always hurts. Reality too. Thinking and writing about entries the very minute I'm awake. Do I want this all my life? Especially writing crap that doesn't make sense the second time I read it. Pretty amusing, I know. If my blog ever amuses you, it probably amuses me 10 times as much. I had fun writing it. But at the end of the day, it's still pretty much crap. Seriously, I have lost my original plot for starting a blog. I wanted a hassle-free diary. An online diary, on my daily reflections. I lost the plot somewhere, somehow. And I started to crap more and more. Mostly because of an audience, which I appreciated of course. For they praise and encourage me, to write more crap that is. But that's not I want, do I? I detest myself worrying that my next entry won't be as fun as the previous one. Hey, come on, I've got more important stuff to worry about. At the very least, that would certainly not end my world. Again, it's the audience that makes me push myself to write things that are fun. Not that I'm bhb, which I am for some reason, but then I imagined I write for a global audience. And then I want to avoid personal matters. "I had bread and kaya for breakfast and went swimming with so-and-so, and I came back with a nice tan." Kaya?? That's not what I want to read if I'm a reader. It bores the shit out of me. But it was a struggle to exclude them, I must say. I am especially thankful for the few comments my friends did give. "Nice writing style you have, the flow is very much approachable." I say thanks. "You have a queer sense of humor. Amusing blog." I say thanks. "I didn't know you write good English. I thought you were the cheena kinda person. Not bad ar, didn't know you can write." I say thanks. Sarcastically. I'm an undergraduate, for god sake. I know what's good English. And yea, I know how to write good English. And yea, I use the spell check. Don't question me!! HA. Probably I'll still post as dPx once in a while. Probably I'll end it with something ambitious. I've yet to think about it. Probably I'll start a new blog somewhere, but you guys might not want to read it anyway. Probably I'll get back to my original plan, that is to scribble daily collections in my yet-to-come-true blog. Probably it would bore the hell out of you. Probably it won't. I guess I bring my loser-kinda-humour everywhere I go. Probably. Speaking about my humour, I had painstakingly written these favourites. They stirred an awesome amount of laughter in me, and hopefully in you too. For my readers. My favourites.

A Snail Post Captain Christian dPx: A Crimefighter's Life And So The Story Goes On Eye For A Guy (version 2.5) If I Could Be Somebody For One Day And my favourite - Will The Real CD Pirate Please Stand Up