When you can't do anything about it, you blog about it. Can't help but feel a sense of helplessness within me. The lunch meeting lasted only 1 hour, with her exiting from the corner of my eyes in a matter of seconds. She got to go home and do the laundry before the sun sets. What else can I do? I wanted to ask her out another day, but the mild enthusiasm in her hesitated me. The words were left hanging in my mouth, unspoken. Mixed feelings all around, leaving me to wonder if I should persist. The sad tune of 一路向北 triggered and stirred my emotions even further as Jay sang from my Shuffle. I sat in the bus staring into the distance, feeling the same kinda helplessness that I thought Takumi would have while drifting in his AE86. A dreamer with deep emotions. My SP had described me accurately.